The hardest part

The hardest part is telling someone you don’t want them.

Respecting them because you don’t want to break their heart. Caring about them because of your history. And understanding that the future could change… but the here and now of it is the same.

I don’t want my husband. If only I had actually gotten the guts to realize this a few years ago when it first reared up. It would have made things a lot easier.

But the separation should help. The move should help. Dating other people should help. Just have to get to the point where the move will happen. Here’s to hoping I’ll find the job I want before June.


~ by shespeakstruth on January 23, 2013.